i wrote this for a friend who really inspired me ... i love you

~Between You and Me~

I’ve never seen you cry.

How could someone

Hurt you like this?

It brings tears to my eyes.

I’ve never seen you hurt.

Hurt so much

To a state where you’re

Idle

Emotionless

Scared

Thoughtless

Yet full of thoughts

Full of emotions

Of the indescribable

It hurts doesn’t it.

It’s worst than dieing.

I’ve never seen you so broken.

I know how it feels

To feel so alone.

So lost.

So empty.

So betrayed.

I’m not going to tell you

To smile.

To be happy

To fake it

Or to pretend that it never happened.

I’m not going to tell you

That you’re going to be OK.

If I did

I’d be lying.

But I’m going to tell you

The truth

And the truth is

You’re not alone.

Your world may be gone

Crushed

Burnt into pieces

I’m not telling you

That I could fix it.

But you’re welcome

To join mine.

I’m not telling you

It will help.

But, you’re not alone.

I’ll always be here.

Always and forever.

You’re not alone.

To listen

To talk

To help you

To hold you

To wipe away your fears

To wipe away your tears

I’ll always be here.

Because I’ve never seen you cry.

And it brings tears to my eyes.

Because I love you.

I’m not saying that it’ll help

I’m not saying that it’s the same

But remember

I’ll always be here.

To hold your hand

I’ll always care.

I’ll always try to make you smile.

Even when you can’t.

I’ll always be there

To catch you when you fall.

I’ll be with you

Through it all.

Because watching you cry

Truly brings tears

To me eyes.

happy turkey day everyone

Three Things I'm Thankful For:
1. God. I put my fate in your hands and i knew you'd guid me in the right direction. I knew that you'd protect me and everyone i love and care about. I trust you, i always will and i always have.

2. For you kookie.. you have been the best most influential, kind loving person in my life... you keep me alive you give me hope and make me feel that one day everythign will be ok without you i dont know what i would do...there's a reason you're my best friend and you know how much you mean to me you're my world kooks.. you always catch me when i fall and i know that as long as i have you by my side you''ll always be there to guide me and listen to me... and ill never be alone...i care about you and i'd die for you, you know that and ....thank you. u kno ill always luv you

3. im thankful for finding love... ive been searching for it for years but surprisingly i found it in the most weirdest place.. a place i never thought if find it.. but it's a good feeling knowing that you've found exactly what you're looking for. it nice knowin that now I've got everythign i eva needed.